Im going to miss my office desk

Since its my last day at my internship I thought it would be nice to kinda reflect on my time here and stuff, maybe say what suprised me and why id prefer working here than attending my hs T_T 

First of all.. aI must say im pretty upset its over already (੭ ;´ ⌂ `;)੭♡  I got a chance to meet some awesome people and get used to how working as a graphic designer would look like, im gonna miss the girls I share my office room with <3 :< While I know ill probably be back here in some time for another internship but its still sad to leave :'3 I really enjoyed my time here.. also my mum made a tiramisu cake with a little pistachios on top for my coworkers since its my last day, they said it was really good so im glad! if my mum is ever reading this, thanks for making it for me, I really appreciate it<3

Overall im pretty happy with projects I made while working here, my teammates said so too xD Im not really sure If I want to share them here, but maybe ill post them sometime.. also, the post is just all my experience and might be a little sugarcoated or biased, since I been here for only a month and my opinion is fresh and it WILL change over time, maybe ill add a follow-up post in the future (﹡֦ơ ﻌ ơ֦﹡)

 

how different is majoring in graphic design in high school and actually working as one?

...and other differences between being a student and an office employee ૮₍ ˶• ˔ ต ₎ა

 What are we told to do at school vs what you actually do at work as a graphic designer . . .

irst thing I wanted to mention is that at school we usually do work connected to the exams (usually just copying from a simplified layout and piecing files together, etc) we must pass in order to get the title and in my work I got to do actual job XD I actually designed something and not only followed a layout handed to me on a shitty print... I made a few mockups, department plates for my coworkers, cards to send in packages, sakura themed matcha designs, event stamps, card to collect stamps and designs for event stands (^_^) so I definitely gained some experience.. 

 

My school is good to get to know the adobe programs or how printshops work but if you want to make pretty designs you definitely need to either spend some time after school to do your projects or in internships and such.. otherwise its hard to learn how to make appealing projects because the teachers mostly pay attention to the information than the aesthetics of what you make durning classes(╥ ω ╥)

As an autistic with strong sense of justice getting a lower grade for prettier project just because I put a wrong model of a commercial printer on my presentation than my classmate who just plastered shit all over not even including any images and called it a day is not for the weak.

 Breaks and routines

About breaks.. yeah, there's so loud ringging but also you can get a break anytime, you're the only person who cares and no one questions what time you decide to eat lunch lol, you can just get up and grab your meal from the fridge or microwave it, no one minds snacking durning work and the only thing limiting you and your time management choices are your deadlines and how much work you need to get done :P 

My usual day consists of settling in my desk, making a frappe in the kitchen with the other girls, locking in and getting my projects done by what needs to get don't the quickest, after I finish one I take a break to play tomodachi, text my boyfriend, eat something or draw.. then I lock in to complete whatever left on my list and when I get everything done or only the things I can finish another day or need feedback are left I start doing my own stuff, like drawing or playing games, blogging.. until someone gets back to me with feedback about it or until someone gives me another task to complete, other than that I don't really ask for work or really mention im bored x3

 Timetable, schedule, planning...

Another thing I really appreciate as an autistic is the (nonexistent) timetable. I love routies, yes, it makes me forget how much time I've actually spent here or what I did on a specific day but I like to write everything down anyway so that's not big of a issue, and they help me cope. Our nonexistent timetable is something wonderful, basically, the one rule is that you need to work an x amount of hours in the week and that's it. I usually am here from 8-4 since I feel like working 9 to 5 feels a little late but I know girls who come here at 6am and leave early. My coworkers sometimes stay overtime on some days to claim their hours and leave early on other days and my friend just told me you could possibly work for like 3 days overtime and then have the rest of the week free.. :o 

Basically, unlike at school, you have the control over your schedule and you're the one managing your time(^_^)  In school, at least in my area I really dislike that every day plan is different and I can start at 7am one day and next its 1pm and often half of the subjects we have to attend are useless.. im not even gonna mention paying for books and then not opening them once durning the school year bro ... Besides, it's like in Severance - you come do your work when you're here, and when you're off work, you're OFF. You do you, its just about reaching the weekly amount of hours and unlike school where you still must study, review and all... and if you're like me you have to adjust your after school classes, courses, social life, playing instruments, everything paired with schoolwork..

 What's it like to have your own space? ( ' • ω • `)

Probably one of my favorite aspects while I was here was getting my own space. This is such a game changer compared to how im used to change the classroom every 45mins TuT You can decorate it too! Though I didnt really see many people doing it, but I don't mind being "childish" because I put an acrylic stand and an lps under my monitor xD Im not. a huge fan of making your cube look like your bedroom, but I find putting some decor here and there nice, as long as you're not doing too much so its distracting you or something :P Other than that id find it emberassing packing everything back if id leave the company lol

Here's a glimpse of what my (clean) desk looked like!
(Don't mind the amount of mugs)

 Social interactions, classmates and coworkers - is it really that different?

Social interactions! I have met some awesome people here(^_^) Everyone is super friendly and at first I had no idea how to talk to people, especially when I always got taught to be respectful and in the office I had to talk to everyone as if we were friends XD Over time I got used to calling others by their first name and not using sir or ma'am, the unwritten rule I follow is talking casual, unless someone is dressed in a suit, then I have to be professional and it usually works. Everyone is pretty chill here so there's no people wanting special titles or overthinking your actions - if theres a clear misunderstanding or a stressful situation you're probably going to talk about it next day and explain it so there's no weird atmosphere unlike the good ol' weird high school drama because someone is looking at you weird and gossip..... 

I really like how most of my interactions durning the day consist of talking to just under 20 pepole and its usually only greeting each other or they usually come with a task or something specific so unless someone comes just to chat which happens rarely and mostly when they're waiting for someone else to finish a phone call (and I never have to do any phone calls or talk to the repsss eeee >:333) or its not a morning social tea before work ... its only a group of people compared to how many interactions with people you have in hs, durning breaks, teachers, friends, small talk, everything ??? In school its so much more draining.. connecting with classmates and like, not being awkward, understanding all the references, them often leaving you out, being ignored, often having to argue with the teacher for grade especially the subjects that are your major subjects bruh T_T idk I can't deal with ts after what I had here T_T I earn for community..

 Weird things I wanted to mention ... and the negatives ( `−ㅿ−´)

There's also a social room! This is probably the most ridiculous thing to mention, but yeah you have a kitchen. . . and Im really excited about it becouse at my hs there's no such thing, yeah, you can ask your teacher or someone to boil water for you but its rather a unique request to make.. we don't have access to a microwave, kettle or fridge to store our lunch :P There are only 2 vending machines which one makes you coffee and the other you can buy unhealthy snacks at - and a thing I must mention is that i went down to a vending machine we have here in the office and the prices for same products as in our school are twice cheaper. -_-

The other thing is the office ambience, compared to school, its completely different. I don't know if there are even people paying attention to such things but yeah xD As someone with sound sensitivity I love it here, maybe not all the time, but mostly its quiet and there's no ringing for breaks and you're mostly working on your tasks. Even in shared spaces its mostly quiet, obviously you can hear or see some people talking and running around, talking on the phone in different rooms in the departments but its spread through few rooms so you can just shut your door and let others know you're locked in today or wear earplugs. 

Obviously, there's also a few downsides to working here, like barely getting any steps in, so you're sitting a lot and then after you get home you're often tired and no energy for training.. last minute project you get handed like 30mins before deadline EHM... unrealistic demands from higher-ups ... or really shitty transportation, basically if you don't have a license or someone to pick you up you're kinda fucked-ehmmmm... its not all butterflies and rainbows but honestly id rather go through this

 Conclusions ( ' • ω • `)

While yes, school is fun, but honestly id rather be employed, get that bag, experience and have stable routine than the shi my school is making me go through sometimes . . it was super fun and I hope ill get to come back soon :3

Also, from the less important things, here are my and my boyfriends mii I pampered everyday after the morning social room meetings, before locking in to finish my projects lol - - - >

I think that's about it... I really needed to get it out woah (╥ ω ╥) I just said goodbye to one of my favorite coworkers..՞߹ - ߹՞ Is it weird i got so attached? Im going to miss it... I hope you enjoyed reading, I probably forgot some points or talked nonsense in some points but this blog doesn't have to be perfect lol, if you have any questions lmk! (ALSO I JUST MET MY BOSS SHES SO NICE SHE SAID I COULD WORK HERE DURNING THE SUMMER AND MY NEXT INTERSHIP WILL BE ACCEPTED YAY))

Ill better get going, I've been typing this for a pretty long time now...

i hope you have a great day and take care ( ᵒ ૩ᵕ )♡*

૮ ´• ﻌ ´• ა ... 10 facts about me

hellooo, hi!!! (^_^) welcome

 I thought ill participate in the 30 day blog challenge since I think some of the topics are pretty fun, also, I have already made an introduction post so don't mind me if I spare the first point
( ´･ω･)人(・ω・｀ )

 

    ...so... 10 facts about me!

    1. I wear glasses since I was little ( '• ω • `)

    2. I have a younger sibling...and we are very different

    3. I like being alone but I don't like being lonely (╥ᆺ╥；)

    4. im allergic to the sun ... and I get tanned easily (?mission failed successfully?) (๑ↀᆺↀ๑)

    5. Pink used to be my favorite colour, then I hated it and now im trying to be confident with it again !

    6. I wanted to be a taxidermist (I still kinda do)

    7. I do my own nails with nail polish because I play bass I can't have long nails so why would I spent money in a salon ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌

    8. I wish to grow my hair to my belly button..

    9. Im not a huge fan of hello kitty and kuromi.. 

    10. I have a soft spot for angel characters ‪ଘ( ੭⁰̷̴͈ ᵕ ˘͈)੭* ✩

 

Lol thats kinda quick, but I don't have to make a huge post every day don't I? Tommorows gonna be my last day at the internship, I don't want to go back to school..

I think office jobs are kinda fun, I mean depending on the company, but I like it here.. Im glad my department is mostly women and they're pretty chill, however the higher-ups could use up some of out advice... EHM

|ω・`)ﾉ Take care, see u soon!

⋆⁺₊⋆ monthly playlist - may ⋆⁺₊⋆

 

 

hey!!!! hello!!! \(^ω^\ )

I thought, since I create monthly playlist to remember what I listened to in the past ill share it here(^_^) I think it's a really nice way to remember it ! Maybe someone will get inspired :3c

Usually I get drained from putting playlists into folders and id rather have a monthly, yearly* and all time playlist to not get too overwhelmed ! Sometimes I forget to create one on time and I make it halfway into the month xD but that's ok^^

I hope my chaotic music taste won't throw you off too much x3 I tend to have weird and unhinged combinations. . . enjoy!!! 🎵  /( •⩊• )/     \( >⩊< )\  🎵

*ps. I also added a 2026 playlist widget on the bottom of my page so feel free to check it out!! (^_^)

VOLUME WARNING !!!!!!! IT PLAYS ON MAX and I can't fix it

. . .pss. Im experimenting with some cute dividers >.<

its so hard to make them look cute help........

 

 

My favorite animals ≽(•⩊ •マ≼

  

 Hello :3c welcome!

My favorite animals - im really passionate about this topic since im autistic and over the years, my favorite animals played a huge role in my life and my identity changed within the ones I felt most connected to.

    They are very special to me, some resonate with me on a deeper level while others I just find cute with not much symbolism or backstory connected to them! Im planning on posting a dive into most or all the animals I loved through my life!! (っ'ω`c)

    You might notice that I use a lot of "connected" and have a lot of favorite movies and series and animals I adore but that's just me. Sorry not sorry!!!!!!!!

1) SEALS! 

My love for seals has grown mostly over the last year, when I decided to stop categorizing myself so much and kinda let myself be outside the boxes I always put myself in.. ahead of yes, labels... 

One of the movies I find nostalgic but I haven't really watched when I was little is the song of the sea by cartoon saloon. That's how I learned about selkies (women-seals) and they became one of my favorite fantastic and mythological creatures since then! Cartoon saloon and their movie trilogy really touch my heart and made me really curious of irish culture. (^_^)

I think my favorite kind is the harp seal, they weight around 130kg when they're a grownup and reach 170cm length! I absolutely adore them, their pups remind me of mochi ice cream (you can see them on the photos). :3c 

Currently I even own 3 seal plushies my love gave me!!! I love them very dearly and they're very well taken care of!!!  Although I crave for more seal themed stuff.. cute...... ( ^ω^ )

2) WOLVES

One of my favorite animals since I was little. Yes, I indeed was a wolf kid. My favorite wolf media as a child would probably be those feral heart mvs xD Theyre really important to me and sometimes im upset I see so many people just turning them to alpha jokes - yeah they're funny sometimes but I feel a little sorrow seeing that they are just turned into a joke now . . . 

Now.. one of my beloved movies is wolf children - I really relate to the characters and am deeply connected to the story, besides, I also adore Wolfwalkers<3I often depict myself as a wolf too, since I was little it's always been wolves - kind off to show how odd I feel in society growing up as an undiagnosed autistic girl.

I don't have a favorite type of wolf honestly, but I used to love love love maned wolves! They're really tall and have a mohawk all the way from their head to the ribs. Theyre often mistaken for foxes and they're the biggest canine representative in South America (^_^)

 Few of my fursonas in the past were maned wolves, I really loved them but I feel like they still belong to the past version of me ^^"

3) HORSES

This is a sensitive topic for me. (/)ω(\#)

I LOVE HORSES. This is my favorite animal since I was tiny. My little pony, star stable online, Alicia online, schleigh, mustang... I have all been there . . . .

(RIP to blogger who can't handle my formatting (｀Д´#)ﾉ ﾑｷｰ.....

Although I had a phase where I got a little emmberassed of liking horses so much when I saw people making fun of horse girls:( I didn't know it yet but this made me abandon my special interest and give up the joy from enjoying equestrian media. I still feel sorry for little me :c I used to have horses everywhere!!! Im going back 1!!! (ʃƪᵕωᵕ)

I never actually learned how to ride and visited a real stable only once, when I was little, and I got scared because the horse I was meant to ride was super big and I was tiny!!! I don't blame myself for it but I wish I had picked up horse riding.. I always hear that people are doing it as their hobby or used to and i I know horses need a lot of money to keep them in the stable, take care of them, get all the procedures and all.. so as someone struggling mentally I don't know if I could take this responsibility now, also I saw how badly you can get hurt and all other stuff so I hope ill pick it up some day.

 

Besides normal horses I also dove in unicorn mythology, pegasuses, alicorns.... QILINS. I love them so much, in the past I usually associated myself with Pegasuses but now that im more grown up I think mythological unicorns are my thing :3c In my little pony always loved pinkie pie but now I relate mostly to twilight and derpy (im a proud brony bye) . . . . . I think the only horses I don't like in particular are arabic horses... and I think ponies aren't really my thing but yeah arabics look like seahorses idk im not a fan </3

Recently I decided to embrace my love for horses despite everything that made me distance myself from my beloved animals a while ago. I love drawing horses, and watching them! Recently, I mean, its complicated and I should probably make a separate post about it so EHMM.. long story short , , , I watched umamusume when I was younger and now I decided mmm 2026 new year and also year of the horse . . . ITS TIME TO COME BACK and I realized since I watched it they released few more seasons and im actually insufferable now. THE SPECIAL INETEREST HAS COME BACK AND IM READY FOR IT. ✾(〜 ☌ω☌)〜✾

Thanks to umamusume I dove deep into japanese race horse history so that's also a thing . . .UHM . . . I also don't have one favorite Uma !!! But ones I tend to look for when I see a post with pretty derby is still in love which backstory I like and I wish she was available on international already T^T and Meisho Doto!( ＾ω＾ ) OKAY I SHOULD FINISH HERE ITS NOT A POST ABOUT UMA

 

4) LONG HAIRED CHIHUAHUA 

Okay compared to horses and my other favorites they may seem a little surface level but I think they're really overhated!!! ૮・ᴥ・ა

Chihuahuas aren't aggressive. Theyre cute and should be taken care of properly, and no, Pablo, constantly crossing your dogs boundaries won't make them like you more . . . -_-

I think they're cute and princess. I prefer the long haired than the usual chihuahua but they're still cute ! ^^

 

5) CATS

I decided to divide them into my two favorite breeds!(^_^)

<-- SCOTTISH FOLD

So underrated <3 I find them super adorable. I love that their tail is usually chunkier and shorter than usual cats tail and their flopped years.. *_* cuteness.

I love them in every mold, shorthair, long.. cute cute! ( •ω•ฅ)

 

<-- EXOTIC SHORTHAIR

I LOVE them ! I know I say that often but its tru,,, exotic shorthair is breed from Persian cats, they have huge eyes, very round build and I just can't resist their charm !!!!

I didnt mention it before, so here comes the trivia - I also adored cats since I was little! Surprise,,, I know,,, I really relate to cats as an autistic girl, we share a lot character traits. Value space, repetitive routine, can come off as weird or unapproachable, need for authentic and direct communication. . . I think no matter what I'll always prefer cats over dogs. they can take care of them self, aren't overly trusting and etc.. I also grew up with a cat I found on the streets in primary school! I love you L<33 ૮ฅ・ﻌ・აฅ

AAAANNNDD That's it! I thought of dropping some honorable mentions but im sure there will be more changes to rant on my favorite species and I wanted to include my top tops!!! ( '• ω • `)

Omg I started this at 9am and its almost 12pm guys its time to go XD HAVE A NICE DAYYY

ps. I thought about posting weekly (when I get back to school) or few times a week, I have a few topics prepared as you can probably see on the side so I hope I won't run out of them quickly and even if I did Im surely going to find some other >:3

ଘ( ･ω･)_/ﾟ･:* Thanks for reading ! Take care !  :･｡

ଘ( ･ω･)_/ﾟ･:* introduction :･｡☆

hello!!! I fill kinda strange typing this out so don't mind me being awkward... 

I wanted to introduce myself! Maybe look back in a few years on my interests and how I portrayed myself, it changes quite a lot every year.. 

Im usually sorrow about my past, but I hope I grow and never stop being all pink and princess. I need more ryousangata clothes........ okay I should probably start the introduction part... (￣ω￣; )

. . .

welcome to my little internet corner (っ˘ω˘ς )

 

Im A! What else... im an autistic teenage girl.

I like a lot of things, especially animals and anime(both being my special interests) ^^  I made this blog to reconnect with the old web and give myself the freedom to create a safe space without any algorithms and attention drawn x3

Sorry for any grammar or other mistakes, English isn't my first language - I also study sign language(im a newbie), barely know french and speak my native tongue daily. I also play bass (im not as good as you might think . . .) and I own a vintage casio keyboard I don't really use(^^)'''

I love princess-like styles, overall jfashion and kawaii fashion has been my inspiration for years. My favorites are probably ryousangata, jirai, menhera/yamikawaii and old school egl (I love pink coords) <3 Im earning some money to expand my wardrobe and purchase more ryousangata clothes and room decor :3 Im definitely going to post more about it in the future (^u^)

I think that's it for now? I should probably save something for future posts, besides, I don't really know how much I wanna share  . . . bye!

ଘ( ･ω･)_/ﾟ･:*: thanks for paying attention! take care! ･｡☆

welcome to my page!! :3